Living my own life
It's nice to know I have support out there somewhere...LOL
I think it would be easier if I had friends. Just about every woman in this tiny town is the minivan driving soccer mom married kind. The ones I have nothing at all in common with....LOL I guess if I can just keep up these 60 hour weeks at work I won't have the energy to worry about it.
Stewart (see HERE) has been in every morning for the last couple of weeks, still trying to get me to what he calls have a "rondevous" with him in some motel... Or at his house... Now he even has the guys he works with in on it... Why can't some guys take no for an answer?? He doesn't want ME, he's gone through all the willing women where he lives and just needs another notch on his bedpost...
ANYWAY... Guess we are doing this divorce thing ourselves... Nothing to haggle over, we agree on everything, and its much cheaper... I will go down to the courthouse and pick up the papers to start filling out on Thursday... I'm going to try to buy my sister's house. She has been there about a year and a half, her payments are only $179 a month (house prices here are unbelievably low, ours was only $10,000 and hers was only $19,000) and R will keep the one we own, because he has torn out the walls to re-sheetrock and hasn't finished and there are lots of other things that need fixing. I don't know if I will be able to by the house or not, but I hope so. Isaiah will live with me, Lauren will probably want to live here with R... but R will be in the same town, so Isaiah can see him a lot.
About the Hawk thing... I have to admit, I did send him an offline message yesterday... Don't know whether he will answer me or not...
Living alone wouldn't be so bad if I really was alone, but Isaiah is only 6 and I will be pretty much the only one taking care of him... that and juggling my hectic round the clock job might be more than I can handle...
I guess I have really never been alone, so I don't know what it's going to be like... I went right from my mom's house to R's house, and the whole 5 years we were separated he was always here, no matter where I moved, he'd be there... So this time, I might get to figure out what being alone really means... Wow, living my own life, what is that like???
I think it would be easier if I had friends. Just about every woman in this tiny town is the minivan driving soccer mom married kind. The ones I have nothing at all in common with....LOL I guess if I can just keep up these 60 hour weeks at work I won't have the energy to worry about it.
Stewart (see HERE) has been in every morning for the last couple of weeks, still trying to get me to what he calls have a "rondevous" with him in some motel... Or at his house... Now he even has the guys he works with in on it... Why can't some guys take no for an answer?? He doesn't want ME, he's gone through all the willing women where he lives and just needs another notch on his bedpost...
ANYWAY... Guess we are doing this divorce thing ourselves... Nothing to haggle over, we agree on everything, and its much cheaper... I will go down to the courthouse and pick up the papers to start filling out on Thursday... I'm going to try to buy my sister's house. She has been there about a year and a half, her payments are only $179 a month (house prices here are unbelievably low, ours was only $10,000 and hers was only $19,000) and R will keep the one we own, because he has torn out the walls to re-sheetrock and hasn't finished and there are lots of other things that need fixing. I don't know if I will be able to by the house or not, but I hope so. Isaiah will live with me, Lauren will probably want to live here with R... but R will be in the same town, so Isaiah can see him a lot.
About the Hawk thing... I have to admit, I did send him an offline message yesterday... Don't know whether he will answer me or not...
Living alone wouldn't be so bad if I really was alone, but Isaiah is only 6 and I will be pretty much the only one taking care of him... that and juggling my hectic round the clock job might be more than I can handle...
I guess I have really never been alone, so I don't know what it's going to be like... I went right from my mom's house to R's house, and the whole 5 years we were separated he was always here, no matter where I moved, he'd be there... So this time, I might get to figure out what being alone really means... Wow, living my own life, what is that like???
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